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I'm a force to be reckoned with puttin' four in a pessimist
Yes I'm morbid; it's evident. So disorder's my sentiment
But I'm more than benevolent it's the source of my reverence
I'm a sorcerer heaven sent yes and sort of a terrorist
Skin you faster than a black panther would a klan master
If you think I'm kiddin' bitch you got my image ass backwards
Racist fucks are done - drag 'em back to the bat's cavern
You don't wanna know of the madness that amass after
I'm not 51-50 but I'm obviously ill
When I hop on a beat and I constantly kill
You think you're larger than life - you're cosmologically nil
And when that sets in your head you'll know how this oddity feels
I came to kill shit give you love and send you off properly
Give you sense of belonging while talkin' oddly I body I body
Beats and break the chains that enslave your brain try to stop me
Until the day I go insane or hit the grave do you copy
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Hook:
I don't wanna die like this no
I feel this life is tryna siphon my soul
It's got a death grip knife on my throat
When will it end I don't know
Verse:
My mind is driftin' off and into oblivion
Into an abyss as black as black as black as obsidian
Yo my flow is so so so infectious insidious
Have you sickened turn your whole skin pigment viridian ['Cause my]
Consciousness is ominous opposite of an optimist
Been stalkin' the populace while I'm plottin' apocalypse
Take you down to Necropolis in the ground you anonymous
We all bound for accomplishments that and drownin' in vomit
When will it end I have this pain in my chest
This existence is grim I've grown to hate it to death
Give you a vision and glimpse of thoughts invadin' my head
Don't gotta take my own life life will take it instead
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I have an abstract rhyme scheme - Stab slash die theme [I come]
Strapped gats firing - Wearing a gas mask smiling [I go]
Hazmat wile - Leaving the trash bags piling [I think]
You'll all be hiding - You've all been hiding from me
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I don't want to do this to them
I don't want to lose my cool then
Chop 'em up chop 'em up chop 'em all down
Bodies are droppin' I'm poppin' off rounds
I don't want to do this to them
Listen to the voice then lose it
Lock it up lock it up lock it on down
Pop off the glock 'til they lost in the ground
I didn't mean to hurt 'em
I didn't mean to murder
It was a dream like fervor
I couldn't help it I'm certain
Livin' life feel like a burden
Dippin' inside like a surgeon
Shit gets live like it's a circus
Feelin' it just might be worth it
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Hook:
No friends - No trends - [No No]
No friends - No trends - [No No No]
No friends - No trends - [No No]
Live this life die all alone [With]
Live this life just like a ghost [With]
Verse 01:
No friends no trends [Yah Yah] I'm hopeless hopeless [Yah Yah]
Like hocus pocus [Tah Dah] Now broke and frozen [Blah Blah]
Can't hold my focus [Nah Nah] It's so corroded [Allah]
I hope you notice [I'm Lost] And in slow motion
I've looked around myself and found I'm all too complacent
I have plans to advance in life but I wait so more time's wasted
Need to pick up the pace I'm losin' my brain I'm losin' my patience
Losin' my ways I lose it go ape shit lose my mind it wipes erases
Verse 02:
Ayo I'm mostly ugly the vocals are muddy
Cold and bloody so most be ghostin' from me [From these]
These gross and grungy tropes that you loathe but I'm loving
These flows are nothing but signals from a soul that is suffering
I just want companionship fuck all that lavishness lavish shit
Fuck your brands now watch me banish 'em back into the blackness
I have a habit to damage I see you starin' and standin' reacting like a manikin
Perhaps your hurt like a masochist
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I just wanna love you. Hate me? Fuck you.
Like I tell the law when they wonder what I'm up to
Use to feel obliged to love life then I cut loose
With a buck knife in the night from a rough noose
Welcome to the West Coast. Step into my death zone.
Fuck stress; let's smoke. What stress? Presto.
Swimmin' in a sea of cynicism with a breast stroke
Scribblin' with the wits of a schizophrenic in my death note
I feel my sanity slipping as if the madness is gripping
And gradually ripping my main frame rapid and quickly
I'm mostly saddenin' and sickening I hope I last until fifty
'Til then casket is empty I'm actin' daft in a frenzy
Open your eyes you'll see it's been broken inside of me
I've been hopeless and idling coping by silencing
Soaking and siphoning oceans of vile green
Bile that piles all while I choke on the cycling violently [All I feel is]
Dead now spreadin' what remains of my memory
I can feel all my old ties slipping and severing
I don't mean to be fettering you can leave and surrender me
Go and leave for the better things which you dream in your reveries
'Cause My mind remains bombarded by these thoughts it's retarded
I had a vision of my death up on a cross like a martyr
It never bothered me until the shrooms induced this disorder
And now I'm farther from the truth with grand delusions of ardor
Leavin' all peace in me slaughtered my psyche's easily bothered
Any ease is easily altered. I see no reason. I falter.
I bring my dreams to the altar; sacrifice my demons upon her
Because I love you.