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Filth Apocalypse

by Ryan Deranged

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☠Lyrics☠ I'm a force to be reckoned with puttin' four in a pessimist Yes I'm morbid; it's evident. So disorder's my sentiment But I'm more than benevolent it's the source of my reverence I'm a sorcerer heaven sent yes and sort of a terrorist Skin you faster than a black panther would a klan master If you think I'm kiddin' bitch you got my image ass backwards Racist fucks are done - drag 'em back to the bat's cavern You don't wanna know of the madness that amass after I'm not 51-50 but I'm obviously ill When I hop on a beat and I constantly kill You think you're larger than life - you're cosmologically nil And when that sets in your head you'll know how this oddity feels I came to kill shit give you love and send you off properly Give you sense of belonging while talkin' oddly I body I body Beats and break the chains that enslave your brain try to stop me Until the day I go insane or hit the grave do you copy
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☠Lyrics☠ Hook: I don't wanna die like this no I feel this life is tryna siphon my soul It's got a death grip knife on my throat When will it end I don't know Verse: My mind is driftin' off and into oblivion Into an abyss as black as black as black as obsidian Yo my flow is so so so infectious insidious Have you sickened turn your whole skin pigment viridian ['Cause my] Consciousness is ominous opposite of an optimist Been stalkin' the populace while I'm plottin' apocalypse Take you down to Necropolis in the ground you anonymous We all bound for accomplishments that and drownin' in vomit When will it end I have this pain in my chest This existence is grim I've grown to hate it to death Give you a vision and glimpse of thoughts invadin' my head Don't gotta take my own life life will take it instead
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☠Lyrics☠ I have an abstract rhyme scheme - Stab slash die theme [I come] Strapped gats firing - Wearing a gas mask smiling [I go] Hazmat wile - Leaving the trash bags piling [I think] You'll all be hiding - You've all been hiding from me
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☠Lyrics☠ I don't want to do this to them I don't want to lose my cool then Chop 'em up chop 'em up chop 'em all down Bodies are droppin' I'm poppin' off rounds I don't want to do this to them Listen to the voice then lose it Lock it up lock it up lock it on down Pop off the glock 'til they lost in the ground I didn't mean to hurt 'em I didn't mean to murder It was a dream like fervor I couldn't help it I'm certain Livin' life feel like a burden Dippin' inside like a surgeon Shit gets live like it's a circus Feelin' it just might be worth it
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☠Lyrics☠ Hook: No friends - No trends - [No No] No friends - No trends - [No No No] No friends - No trends - [No No] Live this life die all alone [With] Live this life just like a ghost [With] Verse 01: No friends no trends [Yah Yah] I'm hopeless hopeless [Yah Yah] Like hocus pocus [Tah Dah] Now broke and frozen [Blah Blah] Can't hold my focus [Nah Nah] It's so corroded [Allah] I hope you notice [I'm Lost] And in slow motion I've looked around myself and found I'm all too complacent I have plans to advance in life but I wait so more time's wasted Need to pick up the pace I'm losin' my brain I'm losin' my patience Losin' my ways I lose it go ape shit lose my mind it wipes erases Verse 02: Ayo I'm mostly ugly the vocals are muddy Cold and bloody so most be ghostin' from me [From these] These gross and grungy tropes that you loathe but I'm loving These flows are nothing but signals from a soul that is suffering I just want companionship fuck all that lavishness lavish shit Fuck your brands now watch me banish 'em back into the blackness I have a habit to damage I see you starin' and standin' reacting like a manikin Perhaps your hurt like a masochist
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☠Lyrics☠ I just wanna love you. Hate me? Fuck you. Like I tell the law when they wonder what I'm up to Use to feel obliged to love life then I cut loose With a buck knife in the night from a rough noose Welcome to the West Coast. Step into my death zone. Fuck stress; let's smoke. What stress? Presto. Swimmin' in a sea of cynicism with a breast stroke Scribblin' with the wits of a schizophrenic in my death note I feel my sanity slipping as if the madness is gripping And gradually ripping my main frame rapid and quickly I'm mostly saddenin' and sickening I hope I last until fifty 'Til then casket is empty I'm actin' daft in a frenzy Open your eyes you'll see it's been broken inside of me I've been hopeless and idling coping by silencing Soaking and siphoning oceans of vile green Bile that piles all while I choke on the cycling violently [All I feel is] Dead now spreadin' what remains of my memory I can feel all my old ties slipping and severing I don't mean to be fettering you can leave and surrender me Go and leave for the better things which you dream in your reveries 'Cause My mind remains bombarded by these thoughts it's retarded I had a vision of my death up on a cross like a martyr It never bothered me until the shrooms induced this disorder And now I'm farther from the truth with grand delusions of ardor Leavin' all peace in me slaughtered my psyche's easily bothered Any ease is easily altered. I see no reason. I falter. I bring my dreams to the altar; sacrifice my demons upon her Because I love you.

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