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There Will Be Love [Produced By Greaf]

from Filth Apocalypse by Ryan Deranged

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I just wanna love you. Hate me? Fuck you.
Like I tell the law when they wonder what I'm up to
Use to feel obliged to love life then I cut loose
With a buck knife in the night from a rough noose

Welcome to the West Coast. Step into my death zone.
Fuck stress; let's smoke. What stress? Presto.
Swimmin' in a sea of cynicism with a breast stroke
Scribblin' with the wits of a schizophrenic in my death note

I feel my sanity slipping as if the madness is gripping
And gradually ripping my main frame rapid and quickly
I'm mostly saddenin' and sickening I hope I last until fifty
'Til then casket is empty I'm actin' daft in a frenzy

Open your eyes you'll see it's been broken inside of me
I've been hopeless and idling coping by silencing
Soaking and siphoning oceans of vile green
Bile that piles all while I choke on the cycling violently [All I feel is]

Dead now spreadin' what remains of my memory
I can feel all my old ties slipping and severing
I don't mean to be fettering you can leave and surrender me
Go and leave for the better things which you dream in your reveries

'Cause My mind remains bombarded by these thoughts it's retarded
I had a vision of my death up on a cross like a martyr
It never bothered me until the shrooms induced this disorder
And now I'm farther from the truth with grand delusions of ardor

Leavin' all peace in me slaughtered my psyche's easily bothered
Any ease is easily altered. I see no reason. I falter.
I bring my dreams to the altar; sacrifice my demons upon her
Because I love you.

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from Filth Apocalypse, released July 1, 2020
soundcloud.com/greaf

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